Winter 2003
Susan Settlemyre Williams
BOY PURSUED
A casual traffic of classmates
or
hornets thick little bodies
the pebble seemed random when
I threw it I didn't know
how the circling
finds a target but the bodies made one
body hot noise sawing in one throat
and I was running
or
I was running again and
the roar behind me was the rocks
or
the stingers and my blind
feet drumbeat the path
I was struck
or
I was struck again
stung
and down into the creek
swinging the white flag of my
screams the last rock opened my cheek and mossy
water ran over my swollen eyes
the hornet in my shirt kept stinging a long time
for the surfacing there is no word
but
silence
swarm unforming
separate boys with open fingers
following the teacher away hornets
dwindling into air and I was left
lumped on the bank like mud
odd how that
afterwards
has no echo
no
or
one stumble home weighted
with my tears the puffy cheek hot
throb under my ribs my clothes
creased brown with creekwater because
some of this is a story I think
I'm remembering and not to tell myself
about the hornets who would have
chased me again but instead
burrowed into sleep in the one
body of the nest and sucked
the spray I shot over them like a hush
of fire in the middle of the night.