Summer 2003
Richard Lehnert
To Knowing
In a bookstore hidden speakers
mumble a jazz tune I know
from an album I know well
I ease up to the still clerk
stooped white-haired behind
his neatly cluttered counter
tilt my heads to one side and
as if asking but only to impress
say
isn't that
and then name
the player and the song
of the tune he's not sure
and as I say I know it is
what I say it is my voice
telling myself what I know
rises hard and big and stiff
not quite smiling or meeting
my barely seeing gaze he leans
his own head to a gentler cant
and says in calm so still
I almost do not hear well then
I guess you know