Winter 2001
Liza Charlesworth
        The Defiant Body
        The defiant body
needs to be unique:
left-handed,
        beige & allergic,
ectomorphic-flummoxing me
        & the doctors, whose smug roadmaps
                                                             get them lost every time
around the slick loop-da-loops
of those peculiar intestines-
                          Who put the kidneys there?
The defiant body-emboldened & shy-
has two left breasts,
one deaf ear
        & a periwinkle eye, lazy as July
                                  but oddly philosophical
Right now the thyroid is gently expanding like a helium balloon
& the heart moves
                          to its own eccentric beat-
        a spirited but homely dancer
The menstrual cycle, too, is on a Dali-esque clock,
prompting the nurses in white to throw up their hands,
wonder how the thing works
But perhaps, only because I can't shake it off,
I have learned to love
a body
        that lives to break the rules
and it will do what I ask it to-
I think it will do it!-
but when it's good & ready,
when the body says now.